...

i know when the time comes

everything will fade away.

i am sure that i won't even be sad 

about this gradual fading.

i won't remember you so i won't miss you.

but unfortunately i am alive now

and miss everything that are dead.

dead body and dead voice of you.

even when you are here,

with me,

you are not here,

with me.

i don't believe in love

it's so temporary and for convenience.

i've never done it but i think i am fine without it.

even if i die tomorrow i am going to try my best to not regret.

love is superficial.

love is only for hotel.

love doesn't have tomorrow.

you just call it love because there is no other name for it.

it's just a chemical stimulation.

not real.

it never was.

this is just my dungeon.

you don't have to come inside.