28.2.10

...





i know when the time comes
everything will fade away.
i am sure that i won't even be sad 
about this gradual fading.
i won't remember you so i won't miss you.
but unfortunately i am alive now
and miss everything that are dead.
dead body and dead voice of you.
even when you are here,
with me,
you are not here,
with me.







1.2.10

i don't believe in love



it's so temporary and for convenience.
i've never done it but i think i am fine without it.
even if i die tomorrow i am going to try my best to not regret.
love is superficial.
love is only for hotel.
love doesn't have tomorrow.
you just call it love because there is no other name for it.
it's just a chemical stimulation.
not real.
it never was.
this is just my dungeon.
you don't have to come inside.




13.1.10

no more wonder





past = present = no future




3.1.10

two bohemians



the most beautiful ones.



sarangeeran




내가 보이긴 할까
너 있는 거기서 
달콤한 유혹이 너의 눈을 가려버린 지금
언젠가 내게 말했지
진실한 사랑은 정해진 룰에서 벗어나지않는 거라고
그럴 수도 있겠지
우리의 삶의 정답이란 없는걸
오랫동안 꿈꿔온 사랑이 다를 수도 있겠지
들어봐, 나의 사랑은 함께 숨쉬는 자유
애써 지켜야하는 거라면 
그건 이미
사랑이 아니지.

if we have to try that is not love anymore.